He's about a decade younger than me so it was really easy to look back on how excited I was while I listened to him go on and on about stuff. Very cool. Then I looked at Dale and said, "Let's go home and have dinner," and we left, and talked about how cluttered our house is now and how we should really change some stuff up, etc. I have since cleared off my desk again. Does wonders to visit an empty house, still devoid of objects de living. LOL.
But the funny thing is that I so nearly began feeling homesick for my old place, and then my mind quickly drifted to "our" first place, then to this one. That made me stop longing for my past happiness and focus on the present happiness again. Made me feel kinda old, too, looking back on something like that and so quietly and effortlessly accepting that I'm in a different place in my life now.
Speaking of different place, I'm ready for sleep and need to go say hi to Nikon before bed, too. He's been quietly muttering to himself over there all night. :)
~nv
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