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20090301

Math skills

I do believe we need less in the way of business classes so we can
focus more on basic math skills. Regardless of whether this situation
is indeed real (and given the stink George has made about it, it's
hard to doubt it's not real), the subsequent conversations about it
later prove my point.

$0.002 vs .002 cents is most definitely different. Yes?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lCJ3Oz5JVKs&eurl=http://failblog.org/page/13/&feature=player_embedded
http://verizonmath.blogspot.com/2006/12/verizon-doesnt-know-dollars-from-cents.html

And at least one person here didn't get it right off:
http://message.snopes.com/showthread.php?t=41861

O... M... G... !!!

Stop the world! I wanna get off...

~nv

self-levitation

Not sure if this will work or not, but if it doesn't, here's the
direct link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p10zndfB1Dw&eurl=http://failblog.org/page/9/&feature=player_embedded


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These are boots?!

http://www.dimoutshoes.com/7--spiked-heel-ballet-1025.html

I can't even IMAGINE wearing something like that. Ouch!! Might as
well walk on a pogo stick. It would be far more comfortable!

~nv

how to break up a cat fight

OMG OMG OMG!!! This is THE funniest cat video EVER...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YLDbGqJ2KYk&NR=1

You gotta watch through to the end!!

~nv
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rat loves cat

Rat loves cat: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ikm3o5hDks&feature=related

I had a mouse named Davey once. Our rabbit, Echo, didn't care for him
much but one day she had babies and there in the middle was Davey. He
was old, and often cold, so we figured she knew this and let him stay
warm in her brood. We saw him in there a few times before he finally
died.

Echo wouldn't let US get that close to her babies. Not even Mum, whom
she trusted. Hormones and instincts are funny things... but she was
the bestest bunny mum we ever encountered. Talk about strict! Her
buns weren't allowed to leave the nest, she kept going after them,
grunting, threatening, and dragging them back. So anywho, I think
it's funny that a CAT of all creatues would permit a rat to play all
over it and wash it and it would wash the rat. Then again, I did have
a cat that was afraid of my mouse/rat once, though. I put Naomi on
his head and he just froze, terrified. This is the same cat that was
humped by our rabbit. The poor guy... as ornery as he was, I suppose
he didn't deserve the bunny molestations and the rat playpen treatment.

Anywho, once again my morning has been ruled by icanhazcheezburger and
youtube.

~nv

20090228

various critters

http://www.richard-seaman.com/Travel/Malaysia/Wildlife/index.html

The above is quite interesting!! I found this page shortly after I
ran across a picture in my "other people's pictures" collection in
iPhoto. It looked like a trilobyte, but was so realistic that my eye
caught it and I thought, "What the... that looked like a realy
picture!" So I looked more closely and it was named
"firefly_thai_2.jpg." I thought, "Firefly larvae perhaps?" Sure
enough... anywho, in looking for it, I saw all sorts of cool
creatures, including the moth with the fungus on it. (http://www.richard-seaman.com/Wallpaper/Nature/Fungus/MalayMothEater.jpg
is the picture I mean.)

Just thought I'd share!!


~nv

Man vs Woman

Once again I am both outraged and bewildered that the battle of the
sexes ensues.

I was reading this wordpress.com column, "One French Woman's Opinion,"
and realized that yes, these things are still being talked about and
it's all still quite mixed up.

http://whatisyourownopinion.wordpress.com/category/love/ is the
website in case anyone here is interested.

Anywho, this is how I chose to marry, and how I choose to stay married:

1. Preconceived notions. I had serious doubts that I'd ever marry.
I was raised fiercely independent of men. I grew up without a
father. I was very dependent on Mother and she was dependent on me.
We had each other for support in the cold harsh reality we called
life. So I saw marriage as something only "delusional" people had.
They weren't being truthful with themselves and simply following
society's rules. To me, marriage was completely unnecessary. If you
actually met someone you really liked and got along with, you chose to
be with someone forever, and you simply did it. You didn't have to
marry to prove that to everyone.

2. Engagement. In walked Dale. It's funny, how suddenly my opinions
about the matter changed once I found out how capable of love I was
(am). Suddenly I wanted to shout it out to the whole world. One day
I told him that if he ever asked me "that question" I'd probably say
yes, but I didn't expect him to or anything, I just wanted to make
sure he wasn't too scared to ask if he was so inclined. Months later
that day came. I was stunned but I did say yes! He knew me well
enough, too, than to go about it story-book style: Instead of a
diamond ring, I received a blue plastic one made on a machine I was
most interested in hearing more about. He thought he needed to give
me a gift, too, though, so he gave me a computer that I'd been lusting
after and saving for.

3. The wedding. We did not believe in spending a lot of money on a
wedding because it was only one day and both of us preferred to spend
money on gadgets instead, and save for our trip across the country.
So we walked up a mountain in our new home town with a JP and two
relatives. I dressed myself in purple with a few green accents and a
silver circlet. The whole thing cost me under $120. (Although I will
admit that the dress I purchased originally for the occasion was $400
- it did not show up in time so now I use it for Halloween and
Renfaires. Why waste a good Medieval outfit?)

4. The honeymoon. People are telling me it's not quite over yet. We
did not have a honeymoon per se, but we call our trip out west just
that because it was three months after we were married and the only
major, special thing we really did (aside from getting married). We'd
been talking about it for a while before the question was popped,
though.

5. How do we get along? I think we get along pretty darned well.
Growing up, I heard a lot of neighbours yelling at each other. I
didn't want to be like that, and that's one reason I didn't want to
get married for so long. But Dale respects me, listens, offers good
advice, has good ideas, and is receptive to my needs. Further, he's
excited about life and all it has to offer. His bad moods are hardly
that; he just wanders off by himself and releases it quietly,
occasionally asking if he can vent to me about whatever it is. Then
it's over. I know my own moods shift like waves in the sea and it
amazes me that he doesn't take it personally most of the time. The
key component here, though, is that we listen to each other and
respect one another. I can't stress how important sensitivity,
understanding, and communication are to our relationship. And, not
everything is based on what each of us wants. Typically, if he wants
to go here and I want to go there and we're both going to xyz, we look
at it logically to decide whether we go his way or my way. Which is
closer? Which makes a more complete circuit for our itinerary? What
is the timing of both? Can we do both or only one? Who else might be
involved? I distinctly remember the first time this method of
decision-making became obvious in our relationship. We wanted to go
to about five or six places and it was agreed upon in advance. We
were preparing to leave and Dale says, "I know we said we'd go here,
but... I wondered if we could go here first, then here. The reason
is ... xyz ... it's fine if you don't want to, I know you really
wanted to do THIS first. It's just that if we do /this/ first then I
might miss out on /this/." I said, "Well, yeah, I do want to do my
thing first, but... let's think about this. Your thing is here on the
map, mine is here. The rest are here, here, here, and here. So if we
did my thing, really, it's out of the way, whereas your thing is over
here... Yeah, it makes logical sense anyway. I say we do it your
way." So we try to implement that now. The idea is to set aside your
desires and look at it in black and white. Make it the most efficient
you can, and know that you both want to do this, and accept that you
won't get to do what you want all the time. Now, it's not to say that
it always works this way, but having established this early on, I
think, has helped us stick with it. One day I proposed something that
Dale really didn't want to do, but it logically fit into our plan. By
his tone I knew he was rather peeved about it, but I knew I'd given up
things I wanted to do out of logic, and my thing was, this time,
logical. So I didn't get upset, I simply stated fact and then backed
away, saying that if he really disliked the idea, then we didn't have
to do it, but that it was logical and something I very much wanted to
do. He ventured off for a quarter of an hour and finally came back
saying no, he was OK with it. Other times, we simply went our
separate ways. I guess what I'm trying to say is that the logical
approach is extremely helpful to us, but in the end, our consideration
for each other is what keeps our relationship so awesome.

Perhaps it's the combination of an engineer geek with a computer
geek? I don't know. But instead of bickering, it seems far more
productive to create solutions to potential disagreements before they
turn into unnecessary arguments for the neighbours to hear. We're
just happy we have someone to do these things with, and that we can
afford to do things. Not everyone can say that. Why ruin it?

In summary, I don't get why there's a battle of the sexes. Yes, there
are physical differences, both out in the open and inside. But in
this world of equality concerns, I hope these battles fade - and
fast. That folks still have notions of ownership, manipulation,
revenge, jealousy, and resentment is utterly flabbergasting. To each
their own, man, but egads... how do some of you live like that?

~nv

20090222

shazam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dale's iPhone has this program on it now called Shazam where you point
the mic toward the sound of a song playing somewheres and it'll tell
you what the song is. I figured it would only work for really obvious
things that are pretty popular these days, but NO!! First we tried
Barenaked Ladies, then Vienna Teng, then ... yes, you guessed it,
Peter Cetera. Now, this is not to say I think Peter's not popular
these days - in fact, I tried a very low-key version of City Hall by
Vienna Teng to really test it and was floored it got her so easily.
The reason it's amazing that it got Peter is because I tried the most
obscure song I could think of by him. Scheherazade. And! I used the
very BEGINNING of the song, with the schwoooOOOOOO synths at the
beginning (sorry for the sound effects, I honestly can't think of how
else to describe those things). So there was VERY little to go on
there. Apparently it's not as obscure as I thought. It caught it
anyway and even displayed a link to a YouTube video. Which I knew
shouldn't exist because there WAS no video made for this song (should
have been but wasn't done). Turns out someone else likes the song
besides me. Someone put an image of the album cover up and played the
song in the background. I think I'd have gotten more creative and
added actual video, but, hey, whatever.

SHAZAM!!

~nv

20090215

Harris Hill Ski Jump

Dale's mom and we went to the Harris Hill Ski Jump in Brattleboro, VT yesterday.  It just opened again after some good number of years and many significant renovations, and jumpers from all over came to compete.  There were folks from Austria, Slovenia, and EVEN COLORADO!!  Whoo!  (I'm being funny there.)  Well, of course we took over 300 photos and of those 300, a few of them were OK.  We apparently shot many of these from off-limits areas, however:  The side we were on was a photographer's dream, so few people; all of them had cameras.  Then someone asked if we were press, and kindly threw us out.  Apparently the few other cameras along "our" side of the jump were press, not spectators.  Whups!  Thanks to Dale's mom for the potty break... otherwise the guy may not have noticed!  LOL

Anywho, a few shots from yesterday can be had at www.mount9.com, but here's my favourite.  The reason I like it is because the picture itself isn't particularly focused, and most of it is so light compared to the left corner.  So my eyes are immediately drawn to that corner where the figure is looking down.  It's really not the greatest shot, especially considering that I meant to blur the people down below far more than they were, but I still like it.  And yes, the angle was intentional.  I got something right!  By the way, it is VERY hard to focus on people at close range going 50mph+.  Just for the record.

20090209

Vienna Teng

Vienna Teng. I first witnessed her voice several years ago when she
was on the David Letterman show. I still remember it fairly vividly:
I was sitting on my couch with my laptop, chatting with online
friends. My friend, Dave, comes online and suddenly writes, "CBS.
Letterman. NOW." It took me a moment to realize he meant TV, but I
found the remote, turned on the set, and froze dead in my tracks as
goosebumps rose all over my body. A slight shadow of a thing, Vienna
filled the screen with her elegance. She swayed gracefully as her
fingers danced lightly, but firmly, over the lovely ebonies and
ivories of a baby grand. She was singing "Gravity," which immediately
rendered itself a staple in my musical diet from that moment on.
Letterman, I think, was one of her first big breaks. She's still not
really "out there" that I know of, but she has gained a good share of
popularity and does lovely shows to eager audiences all over the
nation and even in other countries.

She's Chinese-American, and has sung at least one song entirely in
Chinese in fact - Green Island Serenade. (How I yearn to memorize
that one so I can "sing" along in my truck!) She started playing
piano at age five and began composing her own melodies around age
six... although she's said that she only plays her own compositions
from high school onward (at least publicly). She's sort of a cross
between pop and lounge music - i.e., kind of folksie/jazzy with a
touch of pop. I say lounge because of songs like Transcontinental,
1:30AM, in particular, but simply listening to her, one is easily able
to picture her singing to a small cozy group of evening patrons. As I
listen to her, I often imagine myself in a 50's or 60's bar room,
dimly lit, smokey air, blue spotlights... I'm looking over a sparkling
glass of glowing amber-green liquor, ruminating as I watch a poised,
white-gloved woman on stage singing along to an upright bass and a
soft tappity-tap of a snare. She's eyeing her following with a
seductively appraising look as she sings, lowering her eyelashes to
accentuate the effect she has on the gents. She uses her mike as a
vocal weapon. We are all shushed into silence by the power of her
voice. She smiles as she raises an eyebrow. A sparkle glints beneath
her lashes and she singers louder, stronger...

Yet, whenever I've seen Vienna on stage, she always looks very caught
up in her own singing. It's like she's scarcely aware of the eyes
upon her despite the roaming glance of the performer within.

I firmly believe that everyone has their own talents and that some are
just harder to see than others, but in her case, the talent is pretty
obvious. I'm quite spellbound by her, in fact. My lifelong love of
Peter Cetera's voice and the little emotional bursts he'd tuck in
there will always have my heart, but the lyrics were somehow never
quite so poignant as Richard Marx's husky insights, Vienna's lulling
truths, Eminem's harsh frankness or Amy Lee's wonderfully expressive
pain. Some folks just KNOW how to vocalize their hearts out and
thankfully for us, permit us to enjoy it while they do so. I savour
these hypnotizing tidbits for the expressive masterpieces that they are.

Here's my reaction to one of Vienna's many irresistible songs. I used
to write these "reviews" a lot while listening to Peter Cetera's
music, and now it's Vienna's turn to suffer my literary attentions. I
hope she doesn't mind. LOL.

PASSAGE
Vienna begins completely solo, soon accompanied by a crickety sound of
background noise, ever so slight. She sings of having died in a car
crash, and how her loved ones are coping. My heart is immediately
spellbound by the capturing lull of her eloquently descriptive
lyrics. I can see the wreckage of ironic innocence; the other driver
walking sadly (but gratefully!) away with his wife; the sister
screaming, tears in eyes; the lover looking on in silence; the
mother's pain; the coworkers staring into space in a moment of
silence. The story continues as her loved ones cope with her death.
They move through life, accepting, moving forward, remembering, and
eventually decades pass. The irony of her death now so unlikely due
to current safety designs, the song ends with her lover, who
eventually moved on with his own life and married to someone more than
a beloved memory. The lyrics are poignantly realistic. Vienna's
compelling vocals draw you out of your emotional shell despite any
resistance you may have. They tantalize your ears with sweet anguish
and beat you with their raw detail so undeterringly that the true
irony of a song about an automobile accident is this: If you're
driving, DO NOT under any circumstances listen to this song. For if
you have any shred of emotional turbulence within you, you will have
trouble seeing the road as the depth of these lyrics reach beneath
your surface and yank on your insides until your eyes blur with tears.

Visually spellbounding through the lulling pull of a delicately strong
vocal supremacy. That's Vienna, in my book.

~nv

20090208

Screw it

I can't justify spending hours downloading patches just to try a game.

WoW is officially on my sh** list.

World of Warcraft Woes

Okay, so I finally decided to install and try out World of Warcraft.

The install went fine. Then I had to create an account and register
for the free 10-day version. (I had the install disc but the 14-day
trial code was already taken.) Then I spent the rest of the evening
downloading patches. I left the last three to download overnight (one
was 2.3GB - yes, GB) and thought, "Yay, tomorrow morning I'll get to
play the game, FINALLY!!"

Ha.

I got up a few minutes ago and rushed downstairs only to find that I
had run out of hard drive space and the last patch won't download. I
have 5GB!! I have a slight problem with this.

1. The original system requirements state that you need 10GB of hard
drive space. Since WoW is currently taking up 8GB with the gazillion
patches it already downloaded, it stands to reason that 5GB more
should be plenty.

2. One should NOT have to spend inordinate amounts of time downloading
patches just to play a goddamned game. Get it right the first time,
people, and put it on the DVD.

3. Blizzard doesn't even host their own stupid patches. They rely on
peer-to-peer to do it for them.

4. The game itself costs $20 retail, and then to keep playing after
the trial period, you spend between $13 and $15 a month.

5. The game is online only, hence the cost in #4.

6. You need nine of the ten days just to download all the stupid
patches, so in reality, you only get one free trial day, because you
can't download anything until you have your trial account created AND
sign into the game.

7. As beautiful as the game seemed when I saw someone at work playing
it, I WILL NOT STAND FOR ANY OF THIS.

You know, this is the one weekend I had time to finally get into it
and now most of my weekend is gone, wasted, obliterated, by Blizzard
which as has turned into a worse company than Microsoft with all its
upgrades and patches because they just couldn't wait until things were
RIGHT before releasing the MAJORITY of the code WITH the game. Note:
THERE IS NO WARNING on the game itself stating that you'll need to
spend hours on a 5MB down DSL line getting stuff just to play the game
for the first time. The farthest I got was the trailer. From there,
it would not go further until I downloaded to the latest patch. The
line on the box that read "system requirements will change with time"
does not cut it with me. Yeah, they've covered their butts legally,
but that's all. They MUST have foreseen a gazillion downloads in the
future and to be truly legitimate, they should state on the box:
"Note that once you install this game, you will not be able to play
until you download all patches, which can be larger than the game
itself. We suggest you start this installation process well before
you actually want to play the game."

And, they should sell the patches on discs, too.

In this day and age of "everything is fast" - there is NO excuse for
this BS. Especially when expecting such amounts of money to slip
through their greedy little fingers. Thank goodness I never bought
this thing. I'm going to attempt to install it on my Mac which has
more hard disk space (windows was a partition on it and I never
expected to install anything THAT big) and if it fails again, I'm
going to boycott this elusive game like I did Radio Shack for years
when they cheated me on a keyboard.

~nv
"Java is the most distressing thing to hit computing since MS-DOS." –
Alan Kay

20090205

Garden beginning

Today I started the garden. 12 peat containers each of celery,
peppers, and brussel sprouts.

:)

Tomatoes will be started next time around, since they should be
planted when it's just a tad warmer outside so they can be
transplanted in the right amount of time TO the outside.

~nv

20090204

Windows: Remap keys

http://www.usnetizen.com/fix_capslock.php#figure1
Very handy for Asus where shift and up arrow REALLY should have been
swapped... This is what I typed into my little .reg file:

Windows Registry Editor Version 5.00

[HKEY_LOCAL_MACHINE\SYSTEM\CurrentControlSet\Control\Keyboard Layout]
"Scancode Map"=hex:00,00,00,00,00,00,00,00,03,00,00,00,36,00,48,e0,48,e0,36,00,\
00,00,00,00

:)

20090202

Rat rice?

The other day I gave my three rats a big huge spoonful of rice from
dinner. You know, like the soup ladle size spoon.

The next day I went to check on things and every last grain was gone.

Those little buggers probably shouldn't have eaten that much rice,
but, apparently they REALLY liked it. So far no ill effects,
thankfully. In fact all three of them are acting pretty spunky
tonight. The cats are sitting on the stairway landing giving me very
dirty looks, like, "I can't /believe/ you're letting them run around
your table and you won't let us have even ONE!! What a selfish human,
keeping three rats all to yourself like that!!"

My raternal instincts kicked into alertness when Lisa and Rikki both
fell silent and still, their eyes seemingly fixed on something. At
first I figured it was Sinclair, whom I didn't see in my line of
sight. Turns out I was right, sort of. I hadn't realized just how
close he was getting until something about the rats' stare made me
shiver. So I moved my elbow ever so slightly and peered over it to
see that Sinclair was just settling down below the edge of the table
with large black saucers for eyes. I didn't watch him very long to
know he was in pounce mode. Just as I pulled my hands together to
scare him off, his butt began wiggling and he'd already risen a bit on
his haunches. He flipped sideways and took off in high gear when he
realized I was not amused by nor proud of his intentions, no matter
how catlike and native those might be for him.

Anywho, time for bed. The little ratties have just been returned to
their big house for food, drink, and a nice clean bed. Dale said he
washed the sheets on our own bed so I guess WE get a nice clean bed,
too!! :D

Below: Rats when they were just two months old. They sure have grown
in their first year!

20090130

Kenny Cetera

Peter Cetera's younger brother, Kenny. He's been singing and drumming
for years. I have a couple demo recordings of his from the 80's or
90's, one of which is "Could It Be You" (on this site). Not a bad
voice, but other than having a strong hint of the tenor "air" like
Peter once had (now I consider him more of a present-day crooner), I
can't detect any vocal resemblances like I do with Peter and his
daughter, Claire. To me he sounds more like Michael W. Smith, Tony
Lewis, Russell Hitchcock and Paul Simon, all mixed in together as one
voice and stripped of power. I think this impression would be
lessened if his voice was mixed better with his music, though, and if
he wrote his own stuff (the stuff on the site, I'm not sure he did
write it).

Anywho, here's the site for him:
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=280844120

Oh, in case you don't know some of these:
Peter Cetera - currently a solo artist, but was once a lead singer and
bassist for Chicago (You're The Inspiration; If You Leave Me Now;
Glory Of Love; Feels Like Heaven)
Michael W. Smith - a Christian Pop singer (I Will Be Here For You;
Place In This World)
Tony Lewis - lead singer for The Outfield (Voices Of Babylon; Alone
With You)
Russell Hitchcock - the higher voice for Air Supply (Lost In Love;
Making Love Out Of Nothing At All; All Out Of Love)
Paul Simon - the higher voice for Simon & Garfunkel and he did lots of
solo work also (Slip Slidin' Away; The Sound Of Silence)

Rant on Minorities (again)

I'm also looking at statistics for the various state school systems.
I'm noticing that the majority of states with a high percentage of
folks getting free or reduced lunch rates also have corresponding
black and hispanic numbers.

Massachusetts (where I grew up) is one of the top players (not the
highest by any means) with 73% of students receiving this benefit.
13.5% of the students are classified as "white" while 40.9% are black
and 35.2% are hispanic. I love statistics but having grown up in a
mostly-black-and-hispanic neighbourhood, the only thing I can see
about the "minorities" failing in life is that they CAN'T SPEAK PROPER
ENGLISH.

Far be it from a little poor city girl to figure THAT out, though...
zheezh. And I state this: To someone growing up as a white minority,
it's very hard to fathom why they're still being called minorities in
the first place. Equality, people. We gots it. Let it rest, go
learn English, and do something with your own life instead of crying
about your poor peoples. Egads, every people on earth has been
discriminated against. If it's not happening to you now and you're
not actively involved in stopping it for others actually in the
situation, then get over it.

I simply do not comprehend why race and sex have anything to do with
anything anyway. The only logical thing I can think of is that women
give birth and men don't (for the most part). But race is foobar
aside from potential physical differences. I've seen some pretty
athletic white folks, though, which blows the "blacks are better
basketball players" idea right out of the water.

Listen up, people: We've all got our strengths and weaknesses. Learn
how to exploit your strengths and curb your weaknesses for the
betterment of Society, and the world at large may just have more
respect for us as a Nation.

End Rant.

Teacher Quality my butt

You know, the word "deserve" is really getting on my nerves, too,
these days. I read the first paragraph of this site about teacher
quality and cannot stand the use of the English language anymore.

"The National Council on Teacher Quality is a nonpartisan research and
advocacy group committed to restructuring the teaching profession, led
by our vision that every child deserves effective teachers."

Children do not DESERVE effective teachers, because to deserve
something, you must be worthy of reward. Children are too young and
moldable to _deserve_ a headstart in life because they haven't done
anything with their lives yet to warrant such a statement. Rather,
knowledge is paramount to every child's future. It isn't deserved;
it's a necessity in our society to give every child equal
opportunities. What each child does with those opportunities is up to
them.

I have trouble placing stock in the site at all if the authours
themselves have not been correctly taught. Perhaps their vendetta is
due to their own lack of study when they were younger.

Anywho, otherwise it's a neat site with all sorts of data compiled.
It's just that, like my beliefs in journalism and any public text,
sites about teaching should be linguistically correct.

End rant.

20090129

Asus Eee Pc 1000HA

I read a gazillion reviews and asked around and so... Last night I
finally took the plunge and ordered an Asus Eee Pc 1000HA in
sleekandfingerprintyforsure Ebony Black. I wanted the 1000H but it
was hard to find, most places said it was either out of stock or
discontinued. But it basically added 802.11 -n- to the b/g along with
bluetooth, neither of which I can honestly say I NEED. So I ended up
with the next model down for $100 less and at a store I like to do
business with.

Other specs: Atom processor, 160GB hard drive, XP Home, three usb
ports, a VGA port, ethernet, 802.1 b/g, 10" screen, 6-cell battery
that can last "up to" 7 hours, and according to a few sites it's got
the smallest power supply available, too.

Due date is within two weeks. This will be my ninth [current] "child"
and the first new computer I'll have had since Dale enticed me to
marry him with Shady in October of 2006. The one before Shady, was
Raven, which I built in August of 2004. So, I'm definitely due for
another one.

I am very very excited. With this little doodad I can sit on the
couch, upstairs in bed, on the stairs, outside on the porch (once it
warms up), in the truck, et al and get a good 5 hours of fun time. I
can also take it with me to friends' houses and the occasional
client's when those creep back into my life (which they always do
somehow). YAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

20090126

cough recipe

I *think* this works... at least, it seems to, or maybe I'm not
extremely sick so it's only coincidink.

Tight chest, bronchial intermittent cough with post nasal drip, one of
those coughs that hurts while being only slightly productive... I hate
them, because it sounds like I've got bronchitis but for such a minor
irritation it's overkill. Anywho, I discovered that this concoction
may hold it at bay:

One crushed clove of garlic
1/4 tsp cayenne
About four cloves with stems, whatever that turns out to be - crush
them coarsely
Some powdered fennel, garlic powder, salt (it was an existing blend I
had for cooking)
about 1/2 tsp mustard seed, crushed or not... I suspect crushed is
better
1/2 tsp vinegar
1-2 tsp honey
6 oz hot water

Place all of the above into a cup and stir together. Let sit about 15
minutes. Take a few sips, then sip every time you feel a cough coming
on or right after coughing. It seems to loosen the plegm a bit and
make new coughs more productive for a while, and open up airways. It
also seems to stimulate mucous. Finally, I haven't yet noticed a very
sore throat just yet from the coughing, just a bit of itchiness.
While I'm most definitely sick, it seems that it's not as bad as it
could have been.

I have a few theories as to why this recipe seems to work. First,
Cayenne Pepper improves circulation, makes your (or at least my) nose
run a bit, and is supposed to be good for mucous production overall
anyway. Garlic is an antibacterial, strengthens mucous membranes, and
overall has been a "healthy" herb anyway. Cloves have a numbing agent
in them as well as antibacterial consituents. It's long been used for
toothaches. Vinegar is another cure-all, honey is also antibacterial;
in the past I've used them half-and-half to dampen or prevent a sore
throat (burns like hell but it works if done right away).

Not sure what fennel and mustard seed do, but salt is a good cleansing
agent and helps clear the slime out of your mouth when you're sick. I
didn't want to mess with a recipe I believe works, so I left the
ingredients intact.

I figure the garlic, vinegar, honey, and cayenne are working on the
bug I've got, and the cloves and vinegar and honey are helping to keep
my throat from getting sore. The cloves, I discovered, have an added
benefit - they keep you from "tasting" the crap in the cup. I noticed
this because this last time, I didn't crush them much at all and the
stuff burned like holy ol' - well, you get the idea. Then I chewed on
a clove for a bit and next thing I knew, I couldn't taste _anything_
anymore. :D

So I stayed home from work today, I may be well enough to be there but
I don't feel very rested and I do feel irritable and by God, I bet no
one would want me around with the garlic smell anyway so I decided to
stay home and read in bed all day. It's not like I'm crucial
anymore... it's a new job where I haven't made myself totally
invaluable yet so I think I can be easy on myself just this once and
do what I'd tell anyone else who was sick. STAY HOME.

~nv

20090125

The victim

Dale's words echo my sentiments: "Once again, I found myself faced
with a bad smell. It smelled of death. So we looked around, followed
our nose and found it. It appears This APC unit must be defective. It
could not provide battery backup to save this little guy."

The little critter is pretty much in the center of the photo. If he
were still alive, perhaps he could sue APC? At any rate, may he rest
in peace.

Death hides not from mine nose

I have a really mild cold, and apparently my nose was affected last
night because I had absolutely NO problem with the garlic "tea" I was
drinking before bed. Well, this morning I made another cuppa and was
nearly blown over backward by the stench. Poor Daley-poo!! He hates
garlic!! Well, anyway, a few minutes ago, Dale called to me and asked
if my nose was working. I said, "Not sure, why," thinking perhaps I
smelled worse than last night or something and didn't know it. He
said he kept smelling "dead animal" smell.

Well, as much as I hate the smell of rotting flesh, and as much as the
mere thought of it can make me gag when my throat is already feeling
coated with slimy mucous, I can't turn down an informal invite to
define and locate the source of whatever it was he smelled. So I got
up and went to walk into his den.

I didn't get very far when I was hit with a whiff of death-aroma. I
stopped and fought a faint gag. It faded. So I told Dale he was most
definitely right - it was certainly the unmistakeable odor of death -
and then I took to hunting all over the floor, sniffing vents, behind
the entertainment center, the catnip scratch box... and only caught
the occasional whiff. Dale admitted that he smelled it more near the
floor, too, but otherwise, we were perplexed by the lack of source. I
tried to take note of any drafts that might be dragging wafts of the
stench our way, but those tests were inconclusive as the drafts were
not sufficiently strong enough to lead me. Like a bloodhound, I
scampered across the floor, holding my cough in check lest I catch a
whiff again and puke my brains out during a would-be short coughing
fit. I couldn't smell it under the couch or chair so I figured maybe
it's near Dale's desk? After all, he's still smelling it off and on,
and he's sitting there, and that's the wall where I first smelled it,
so...?

I stuck my nose in between his desk and the armoire and was greeted
with a reassuringly strong sign of death. I estimated it was likely 2
or 3 days since whatever it was fell off its mortal coil. Oh, joy.
He said, "Ok. I can look for it from here, then, thanks." But I
hadn't seen it. I wasn't satisfied with grossing myself out that
much, I wanted to know for certain as to what the source was, no
matter how heartbreaking or disgusting it might be!! He repeated
himself as I dug in behind the flags, the little foldup chair, peeking
behind the armoir, sniffing, searching, eyes piercing the dark
recesses for any sign of decay. The smell faded behind the armoir.
His desk, then.

'twas a fat little mouse, fast asleep for eternity upon his
Uninterruptible Power Supply. Just a foot from his foot, no less. It
would appear that UPSes only work for electronics, for when the little
bugger lost his life, the backup whose outlets he had so carefully
laid his tiny little body between utterly failed to generate power for
his tiny heart.

Another one bytes the dust, I'm afraid. I only hope it was a quick
death. I will say that with two hunters around, no mouse will live in
this house for very long without being a caged captive in my direct
care.

~nv

20090117

Western Rainbow

WESTERN RAINBOW
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The other day I was driving home
When I looked up for just a moment
I caught a glimpse of the setting sun
And lo!
I swore I saw a sun dog
But no!
'twas a solitary rainbow
Growing with every passing second
To the left of the sun
Over West Mountain.

I kept on driving, no camera upon me
I looked up as often as I dared
Watching the rainbow grow ever stronger
So straight!
I swore it had to be alone
So great!
The minutes passed as time grew late
The sun still bright but going down
My heart alight and dancing
Across from West Mountain.

Around a curve, and then another
Still I could not cease to wonder
Another bend, no sign of thunder
The skies!
They were the clearest I could see
My eyes
Bedazzled by the scene displayed
Could scarce believe there were no clouds
Just a hint of wispy shrouds
Caressing West Mountain.

But on the other side of Sun
Over the spot where we turned One
The other end of the wondrous rainbow
Standing proud!
My foot eased off the gas
Still no cloud!
The silence of the air, it stilled me
For God Himself had all but willed me
To see that time had stopped
Up on West Mountain.

Over our mountain where we were married
The sun surrounded by a Promise
Even though you were not there
I felt you
And called you there in spirit
To share with you
The strength and love of such beauty
So akin to what we share
The Rainbow went not unaware
For I still see it
When I gaze at West Mountain.

~nv
"A life of struggle means you quit and stagnate or fight and change."
~me

Dancing Rainbows

DANCING RAINBOWS
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It's 9 a.m.
I watch the sun stream through the window
Birds are chirping
Peace envelops me in its warmth
I lay upon my side
Your jaw at my head
My glasses pushed high
So I am partially blind
My eyes are attracted to a movement
So subtle, I surely would have missed it
Were it not for the slowing wander of my mind
And this calming peace
Surrounding me

A myriad of cellular rainbows
Softly pulsating, a natural rhythm
Dancing quietly in the light
The morning light
Travelling up the swell of hand
Slowly fading into clouds
Your hand turns ashen
I'm feeling you in 80 years
And I'm secure
For you're with me

20090113

cherokee

I'm in the midst of my first Cherokee language class, online at www.cherokee.org
... and it's pretty slow. The teacher is funny and sweet but my New
England upbringing has my mind racing past everything so fast it's too
hard to concentrate... like reigning myself in for sleep when I'm not
tired. LOL

Ooh, he's talking about chocolate... oooooooooooooooo (that's "u" in
Cherokee)

LOL LOL LOL

Now we're on the G row of the syllabary... oh my this will take a
while. LOL If I don't have this syllabary completely memorized by the
time this one class if over, just shoot me.

nv

20090112

Our Kitchen

I love our kitchen.

And... kitchen just became the weird word of the day. Funny how that
happens... you say a word your whole life and all of a sudden it feels
so ... strange. Kitchen. What an odd sound...

~nv

20090110

Family

Mum has been telling me off and on about the issues facing my cousin
and her daughter. She said my cousin's view is likely one-sided.

I agreed, because I used to feel that way back when the right side was
MY side, but now I see both sides of our story and can see why Mum's
side was the right one, too - from her perspective, that is. I mean,
I still don't full agree with her on a few things, but I can see why
she could feel the way she does about them. Well, my cousin's got her
side, but her daughter's got a side, too. From my perspective, I
could easily imagine that she's feeling good about herself right now,
staying off drugs when their pull might be so strong, and then having
a mother who still refuses to believe she's a good person inside just
because she's done some stupid things in the past. What could make it
worse is that the kid may not understand that her mom's particularly
vulnerable right now, having just lost her husband of well, a long
time. The kid could be taking her mother's words quite personally
which would do absolutely nothing for her own self-esteem. It takes a
strong person to pull out of such a cycle.

Am I talking about my cousins, or my mother and I?

Regardless, in the kid's case - I'd say that assuming she continues to
pull herself up by her bootstraps and stays off drugs, she's a damned
strong person and worthy of a second look by her own mother, at the
least.

I can also see her mother's side, though - worry that she'll lapse
back into drugs as she has before. But I know from experience that
people with bad habits can surprise the shit out of you.

"God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; the
courage to change the things I can; and the wisdom to know the
difference." ~Alcoholics Anonymous Serenity Prayer

~nv

Writing

I decided I missed reviewing music albums. I read a few of my old
ones for Peter and thought, Gee, I don't write like that any more. I
don't write much at all in fact... truly write, I mean, as in express
myself! So I set out to review one of Richard Marx's albums. I sat
here for over an hour struggling to find words that used to come so
effortlessly to my racing mind. I couldn't do it with any sense of
self-satisfaction, no matter how involved my heart got while I
listened to his music in an effort to help myself get "into" it.

So I started "rambling" to my blog. My favourite English teacher had
taught her classes this trick; she said that if you ever have writer's
block, just ramble on and on and eventually you'll get something good
out of it. And if not, it at least gets the juices flowing so you can
get closer to getting over the block.

I was horrified to think that the expressive side of my writing
abilities have waned so dramatically over the last few years. Even
when I didn't really feel like writing, I could still do it on command
to some extent. Now I can email people but writing poetry is a
tedious, unpleasant task that makes me want to bang my head against a
wall to let my feelings gush out in a messy brain-spilling glob. Ah!
You see? That's what I'm talking about. Perhaps my recent exercises
are helping already. I do still "have" it, but the "big words" I used
to be so good at conjuring up out of thin air have all but
disappeared. I spend more time trying to figure out the right word
for what I want to say than I do actually writing! So I will be
reading the dictionary again and every day I'll be rambling. LOL

Part of my problem, I think, is related to what I mentioned to my
mother the last time we spoke - lack of "alone" time. I think I've
failed to realize that in order to write well, I need time to myself.
Lots of it. It isn't just about getting my thoughts together and
experiencing the feeling that I once felt, whether good or bad; it's
about expression, which I can't always do in its entirety because
communication is typically verbal between Dale and I, courtesy of
warnings given me by my past counsellor. But you see, each and every
interruption breaks my thought pattern and in order to avoid feeling
annoyed I simply swallow every feeling whole lest I spout off over
nothing. I found it rather entertaining tonight because as I was
writing, and mentioned it half-heartedly, Dale still managed to
interrupt me at least four times. The last time, he came downstairs
just to make an appearance as he brushed his teeth. I ripped off my
headphones and said laughingly as I finished a string of words with my
fingers: "Of course the interruptions could be a big part of this."
He just looked at me quizzically, not having "heard" the concerns I'd
previously written on my screen, which is why I laughed as I said it.
It made me realize just how justified I am in fearing the process. I
would literally prefer to cease words altogether than have them
constantly dashed upon the bricks and scattered for me to repeatedly
pick up. Have you ever tried to pick up a little serif? Those things
are tiny enough, and damn, are they sharp!! I almost bled after
poking myself with an "A" serif.

I've mused about this, in all seriousness, for some time now and I've
come to the absolute conclusion that yes, I need to state my needs
more often. And I need to stand by them with absolute declaration.
If he's going out and invites me along after I've stated that I'm
going to stay home and do "me" things, then I need to say "No, I have
plans to write today. You go ahead." I need to remember that I have
a right to take this time for myself, and a duty, in fact, to meet
this need for myself. My mom used to do what her and I called "Four-
Year-Tantrums" and by golly, I will NOT have myself start having those
due to unexpressed emotions that are swallowed whole in an attempt to
be with my counterpart every minute of every waking hour we manage to
have off at the same time. It's unhealthy and not who I am besides.

Aight, now I'm tired and will go to bed.

~nv

I didn't know

I did not know that writing is an art form
I did not know that it took skill
I did not know that practice made me
The writer that I was back then

Now and then I sit here
I try to write that which eludes me
But the words won't really come
Just bits and pieces as I sip tea

Music helps but not that much
I can't even write reviews
With all this energy deep inside
I can only write a few

Yeah, I remember
I remember how my fingers flew
Computers couldn't keep up with me
I was cryptic even when I knew
And now I sit, my soul to bare
Laid out and open for all to feel
And cannot find a single thing
To write about that makes this real

I wanna be that writer again
I wanna be the one with so much angst
With so much to spill, so much to share
Whether good or whether bad
I want the words that I once had
Just let me feel, let me feel the pain
Let me feel the wind and rain
Let the sun spill its rays on me
Give me back those words
Those words that always set me free

This year's resolution:
Write. Write. Write.
Fight for it, my need to write.
For my expression still depends upon it.
Without my words I must depend on photographs
and photographs don't do my internal world the justice
that pen and paper always could
even when they never could

I wanna be that writer again
I wanna be the one with so much angst
With so much to spill, so much to share
Whether good or whether bad
I want the words that I once had
Just let me feel, let me feel the pain
Let me feel the wind and rain
Let the sun spill its rays on me
Give me back those words
Those words that always set me free

Yeah, stop these endless waking nights
Where 2am is when I write
Within my head I am so haunted
In my dreams, I am so taunted
Words flash by me at the speed of sound
Waves of colour all around
As I lay there helpless, my heartbeat spiking
As if I were paralyzed
All alone within my head
Unable to speak what I'm feeling
My fingers frozen in a shallow stream
The dead of winter, summer feelings
Just a trickle starts to form
And

I wanna be that writer again
I wanna be the one with so much angst
With so uch to spill, so much to share
Whether good or whether bad
I want the word that I once had
Just let me feel, let me feel the pain
Let me feel the wind and rain
Let the sun wash over me
Give me back those awesome words
The ones that always set me free
Words have always set me free

20090103

Colour

This is a pretty cool article IMHO:
http://www.webexhibits.org/causesofcolor/2B.html

"Anomalous trichromacy (where vision is based on three functioning
cone types, but one or more cone types are atypical) is by far the
most common form of colorblindness, and in many senses it is the least
severe. Its effect is to reduce the ability to discriminate between
colors, but it does not eliminate color perception altogether. People
with this form of colorblindness experience very little difficulty in
doing tasks that require color vision. Some may not even be aware that
their color perception is in any way atypical. The only problem they
have is passing color vision tests.

Under poor viewing conditions, such as when driving in dazzling
sunlight or in rainy or foggy weather, it is easily possible for
protanomalous individuals to mistake a blinking red traffic light for
a blinking yellow or amber one, or to fail to distinguish a green
traffic light from the various "white" lights in store fronts, signs,
and street lights. The dimming can be so pronounced that reds may be
confused with black or dark gray, and red traffic lights may appear to
be extinguished.

Dichromats (those with vision based on two functioning cone types) on
the other hand, can be so severely color deficient as to affect their
daily lives. The real problem, for protanopes (absence of L-cone),
deuteranopes (absence of M-cone) and tritanopes (absence of S-cone),
is there are far too many color names and no obvious basis for using
one instead of another. Why call something "orange" when it doesn't
look different in any way from something else called green, tan,
beige, or any of several other color names?

For the protanope, red, orange, yellow, yellow-green, and green,
appear somewhat shifted toward green in hue, and all appear paler than
they do to the average observer. Protanopes may learn to distinguish
reds from yellows and from greens primarily on the basis of their
apparent brightness or lightness, rather than any perceptible hue
difference. Violet, lavender, and purple are indistinguishable from
various shades of blue because their reddish components are so dimmed
as to be invisible. Pink flowers, reflecting both red light and blue
light, may appear blue to the protanope. In the pictures below, the
orange flowers completely disappear.

The deutanope suffers the same hue discrimination problems as the
protanope, but without the dimming. The names red, orange, yellow, and
green mean very little. Similarly, violet, lavender, purple, and blue
appear to be the same color. In the pictures below, the orange flowers
completely disappear.

Tritanopes can have difficulty distinguishing green, cyan, and blue.
Tritanopes can also have problems distinguishing yellow from violet.
They can have pink, orange, and brown confusions. In the picture
below, the orange and pink flowers look the same."

Cool stuff...

tea, cats, and androgyny

I have just found myself momentarily entranced by a jack-of-all-trade
interests-type personality that, for the most part, I fail to notice
on a daily basis but nonetheless still intrigues me with a fair bit of
regularity.

That personality, of course, would be mine.

Dale and I just brought home a bread-making machine. It's a nice
brushed stainless-like finish on the outside with a little pan inside
where the bread is created. Dale's mom asked what we were up to so I
went ahead and wrote about it in my email to her moments ago.

At the end of the email I added, "I need more tea." She will
understand this far more readily than any casual reader, so let me
explain. On New Year's Day, Mary, Dale, and I visited a crowded
little tea shop where we sat at a tiny table luminated by heavily
filtered daylight, a tiny wall lamp reminiscent of a miniature
artist's light, and the soft glow of candlelight on people's faces.

I had something called "Da hong pao." In English, it apparently means
something like "Big Red Robe Tea." It was decently fragrant but oh
my, the taste brought forth memories of my first loose-tea samplings.
It went very well with the delectable Baklava set before me. I licked
my fingers of the honey and ended up drinking three infusions of that
awesome tea. So it stood to reason that upon our departure, I bought
four ounces of the stuff. I had a gift certificate, after all!

Last night watched four cups of the stuff make it into my system. I
woke up at 2am to expunge some of it and even in my sleepy stupour, my
mind could recall "The Longest Pee" by Adam Sandler. Just five hours
later, I found myself in that little room all over again. They're not
kidding when they say tea can be a diuretic, but do I ever learn?
No. So throughout today I've tossed back four more cups. Ever wired
was I this morning, running around the house with my mind racing
faster than a greyhound!

Like most things I obsess over, I... well, I can, admittedly, become
pretty obsessed for a time. This is why that ending - I need more tea
- had more meaning than its apparent face value.

Thus stands my explanation for that, but I return now to the original
statement regarding a jack-of-all-interests personality.

As I ended my email to Mary, I realized with a start that I have been
on extremes all day. I started out wired and energetic; was geeky
enough to chat online with a few people at once while simultaneously
learning a new program (not exactly hard but nonetheless!); focused on
gardening and herbs for a while; studied a bit of Cherokee; cooked and
cleaned around the geeky behaviour; cleaned up after the rats; looked
forward to trying out some tennis; enjoyed a joke about whether a guy
is gay or not (Dale likes cats... hmmm... Dale, is there something
you're not telling me? haha); and then I found myself reading about
androgyny and thinking back on how Mum used to study psychology and
try to engage me in conversation about it.

Aight, big whup... still, I felt like writing. Now my attention is on
making some bread. LOL

~nv

20081222

Leopard rant on cut and paste

I love macs, but there are a few inherent annoyances from a Windows
user perspective.

Cut and paste a file is one of them.

I can not tell you the number of times I have sat here, completely
inundated with sheer frustration over trying to drag a couple of files
from one place to another in order to move them. Typically I go to
drag them, and the highlighting goes away so I have to REhighlight
them and then very gently ease the mouse off the files and into the
folder so they actually go this time. DAMMIT!! Tonight is even
worse, because I want to drag and drop and get this... you click and
drag, and pull down, and you know what? It doesn't scroll to the
folder at the bottom of the pile, out of sight. So, I have to open
two Finder windows of the same damned thing to get them in there.

To pile more crap into my OS and potentially slow it down (everyone
knows you want to slow your OS down) I installed QuickSilver. The
premise was that you can create a workaround for cut and paste. I
couldn't figure out until I ran through the instructions for real by
actually doing them. You want to know how? You don't.

I want: Right-click a file, or control-click, whichever, and click
"CUT" or "MOVE."
Then: Right-click a folder, and click "paste" or "move here."

Currently OS X Leopard only does "copy" which is completely useless
because I don't WANT a gazillion copies cluttering my hard drive. I
want ONE with the exception of the Time Machine backups on the external.

Rant over. I'm gonna go cuss and swear while I use two finders.

Moral of the story: Put things in the right place when you first get
them. Otherwise, OS X will punish you.

Apple: I love your products and overall consider them a vast
improvement over much of your competition's efforts. However, some
very basic functionality such as outlined above would be nice for
those of us who LIKE to be organized and not depend on Finder all the
time.

~nv

20081221

green efficient geek

Heh, this struck my funny bone. I just responded to an email from
Dale's mom and at the end I had a thought for Dale so I mentioned it
there since I did a "respond to all" and he was included in that.

So I mentioned my thought to him and then said:

[you might be a green efficient geek if you email your next-room-over-
husband within a response to his mom's email]

First, it's funny for the aforementioned reason - conserving a couple
small keystrokes, my voice, a few steps, all by emailing within an
email. Second, I thought, "Gee, this also saves a small amount of
server space!" and then started laughing when I began to say "you
might be a green efficient..." because NOW I'm taking up more server
space than if I'd simply done another email - as you can see, I'm now
emailing my blog with more text than ever surmised with two simple
emails. Or with one email and a quick jog over the stairs.

But, in the event that my family or whomever reads this blog actually
finds it amusing, perhaps it was worth it - a tiny smile is better
than none and worth far more than a few KB of server space.

In the meantime, "Hazard" by Richard Marx is on, and I just had the
creepy crawlies go up my spine as he belted out "I /think/ about my
life gone by..." At the concert last March, I recall him saying that
his wife thought Hazard was a good song and he'd be nuts to not do it,
so he did it despite his own thoughts on it. "I hate it when she's
right," he grumbled, much to the amusement of the audience. I can't
believe someone as talented as Richard Marx could have actually
thought to NOT do that song. Good thing he paired up with that girl.
LOL Now, if he would just release "Blood In My Veins" or whatever he
calls it, that would rock. I suspect I'd have a lot of writing to do
if I had that song to listen to.

~nv

20081213

Precision M6400 Covet

Yesterday my M6400 arrived for me at work.

I waited four weeks for this.

First impression: Bright orange. My eyes!! My eyes!!
Second impression: Holy God this thing is heavy
Third impression: Ooooh... perty... and it looks like there's some
battery juice already!!
Fourth impression: Ooooh!! Backlit keyboard!!!!
From there, I appreciated the glass screen, the tactile
responsiveness of the touchpad, and the pretty blue colours as well as
the slot-loading DVD-RW.
I also began noticing that the way the touchpad was moved over to stay
centered with the alpha portion of the keyboard made it so my left
hand is dug into by the corner of the laptop. It's got quite the
square edge on it.

I brought it home and played with it some more. The PSU weighs almost
as much as my UPS does, but I discovered an unexpected benefit to
having a 10 amp psu to lug around: You can put your cold feet on it
and it's toasty warm. So I lowered my home office chair, put my feet
on the PSU, and the laptop (which is wider than me) kept my lap warm.
I was as snug as a bug in a rug with the exception of the fact the
laptop's so heavy that after a couple hours, my left knee beging to
get annoyed with my ergonomic decisions. Whups. But I didn't have
any intentions of sitting that way in the first place at work, and I
wasn't intending to use it AS a laptop most of the time. MY intention
was to let it sit in its docking station at my desk 99 percent of the
time. I might bring it home only on special occasions, or if I get
sent away for training... Yeah. Otherwise, it sits.

Anywho, I digress. Google Desktop (specifically, gadgets, although
I'm still not sure if this is Vista or Google or a combination) is
pretty cool. Windows version of the Mac's "dashboard." I like the
notepad and the tasklist the best. The weather is nice.

My laptop has 4GB of RAM and 2.54GHz core 2 duo. I ordered with Vista
Ultimate 32 bit preinstalled so I've been playing with that.

I spent three hours with it this morning trying to get the boot time
from 1m 20s to under 30s. A guy at work told me he once got his
laptop (Vista, different model laptop though) down to 17s. I clocked
my BIOS boot at between 8 and 12 seconds, probably closer to 8, so
despite a desire to beat his number I didn't hold high aspirations,
but I admit I did feel a pull to attempt it anyway. I also don't know
if he started with a clean install, or a pre-installed version.
Obviously there could be differences there. And, which version of
Vista? Business or Ultimate? So for the most part, I decided to see
what I could do on my own for my particular situation. If I happened
to beat his number, great. LOL

First and foremost, I grabbed Process Explorer and Autoruns off the
'net and began disabling the obvious crap - bloatware, etc. Over the
course of 2 hours I got it down to 48 seconds. The shutdown time was
19 seconds, mostly. Then I installed Tweak UI, which I'd never tried
before. They make it for Vista now. I used the f/w version. With
that, I got it down to only 38 seconds. But there was a problem.
Shutdown started taking 1 minute 47 seconds!! I rebooted at least
five times and kept seeing it over and over. It was relentless. So I
undid my changes by using the snapshots I'd taken. NO CHANGE. So I
used the system restore point I'd made. THAT was interesting... the
shutdown went to between 16 and 21 seconds (mostly 19 again) and yet
the boot time remained at 38 seconds. I uninstalled Tweak UI and
tried a few more times. The same.

Then I readded my touchpad and a few small items from Dell and the
numbers have not changed.

Other than poking around services and such, which I'm not familiar
with on Vista yet and don't feel like spending hours researching just
for a few more potential seconds, I'd say I'm done.

Anywho, that's all on that for now... except... I want to add that I'm
amazed at the time it takes to open IE after logging in. It takes all
of four seconds after entering your password to get to a point where
you can launch something from the QL bar. I also can launch from the
run command in maybe six seconds.

AND I discovered that it can start itself up every weekday morning for
me, too. I like that... :)

~nv

20081210

Cow Tax

I just found out that the EPA is trying to get some bill put in that
taxes cows. $175 per dairy cow per year, $87 per beef cow, plus some
smaller amount per hog. The intent is to help control methane
emissions.

Yeah, by having farmers kill off all their animals so they can survive
on grass themselves.

I say they might as well try to tax farts while they're at it. Trans-
Orifice Ozone Turbulences (as defined by the Royal Canadian Air Farce)
are responsible for a lot of methane in our atmosphere, you know.
They could segregate TOOTers and non-TOOTers into separate sections in
restaurants and other public places, beans would be labelled with a
TOOT factor of 10 while bread would get 2, and pudding shall be
outlawed so it must be made in large steins in people's basements and
shared amongst the addicted criminals who still make it anyway.

While we're at it, let's build houses out of cars and grow a giant
beanstalk into the methane clouds to see if Jack lives up there.
Isn't methane green? It's a greenhouse gas, right? Maybe it's Jack
who's doing all the real TOOTing and we only THINK it's the cows.

Pardon my methane mouth, but folks looking to fuck over one of the
hardest-working types of people on earth should get a shellacked
cowpie shoved up their wanker rather than the overflow of cash they'd
be generating for themselves by acting like white supremacists looking
out for the better good of us poor stupid idiots.

~nv

20081206

low speed internet

I was just writing back to Michelle about a product we've been
researching. I did some of the research knowing full well that her
internet connection is DIALUP. Yes, DIALUP. GAH!! So I sent her the
info and etc and so forth. But as I just closed my email to her a few
moments ago, I wrote "you low speed internet people you" and almost
added, "Yanno I would have come up with Dale last night but egads, I
can't live without my internet connection!"

I didn't write that, but I jokingly thought it. Truth be told, I've
lived days without a connection in the past couple years. It wasn't
easy but I made it through just fine. So I wouldn't never say "I
can't spend the night up there without a high-speed 'net connection."

Still, I could easily picture that scenario. Low-speed internet (or
lack of any net connection whatsoever) could theoretically be deemed a
social issue. "No net? We won't visit." Hahahaha, lol. Funny...
man, I feel for those two, though. Apparently they can't even GET
high-speed there.

I'd move.

~nv

Christmas is coming

And with it, I have both excitement and questions.

Excitement: Giving all the gifts I've found for people. Spending
time with family. Eating. Watching Dale's eyes light up as we turn
on the tree for the first time this year. Taking pictures. Watching
the cats play with the cloth-covered balls.

Not so exciting: TRYING to find gifts for people (some are hard to
buy for!). Going out in the cold to get the tree. Keeping the cats
away from the cloth-covered balls. LOL. Driving so far to SEE the
family.

Downright questionable: Wrapping gifts in paper that will then be
ripped to shreds and thrown in a landfill. The bags of trash on the
side of the street. Potentially getting gifts that I will treasure
due to whom they're from yet will never get used or will keep taking
up space and/or cluttering up the house. Killing a tree so we can
enjoy it inside for a few weeks, then toss it. The commercialism
that's so prevalent around the holidays.

The funny thing is that these days I'd rather have a nice visit with
family than receive gifts from them. Not to say I don't LIKE gifts,
but why must we concentrate gift-giving into one or two special days
each year? (Birthdays are the other, but those are far less obvious
to everyone so sometimes you can slip past folks and they'll never
know they "should" get you something.) Dale's mom has the right idea
- she sees something she thinks we'd like and she gets it then and
there. The only problem with that is that then she STILL feels the
need to shower us at Christmastime, too. She's just a really giving
person. Me, I can find things for her really easily because she likes
just about everything. Dale's reasonably easy, too. But for everyone
else I wander around going, "Is that them? Is that them? Would they
like that? Dammit, why can't they just spell out what they want?!"

I have a wishlist to make it easier for people who are caught in the
same sort of situation. Surprises are nice, but I know how it feels
to not be sure if someone likes your taste or just their taste. Such
a guessing game...

Anywho, the paper thing, though, that's really bothering me. I
presume it's intended to not just make things pretty, but to separate
gifts so there's a nice surprise when you finally get to what's
beneath. After all, duct-taping around the gift is intended to be
fun. I know. I've done it. But wrapping should either be banned or
downright merciless. It's such a waste of our earth's resources. And
so is gift-giving for the sheer sake of giving because it's Christmas
time.

Hm. I just thought of something I can get my mother, though. I can't
mention what in case she reads this... LOL

~nv

20081205

Outlook 2007

I realize it's almost 2009 and I'm JUST getting to use this, but OMG
it's so cool. If you flag an email, it plops it into your "to do"
list. Way customizable, too. I love it. But I'm at work so this
must stay short. :)

~nv

20081128

Photo shoot

Looks like a christmas tree to me, with a Cross on the top. What
people come up with when faced with a magnetic sculpture kit...

20081126

correction on photo/movie destruction

I think I just said I got rid of 10-15 GB of pics and movies... but
that's not true. It's gotta be at least 15, and then some. That's
because I was at 31GB free on my hard drive, and now I'm up to 46GB.
While I was cleaning up, I also emptied five 2GB camera cards. That's
close to 10GB of pictures I dumped on there, so the number's probably
closer to 20GB!!! I'm GOOD!!!!

Which is also scary... super scary... that I can have that much work
for my camera. Yikes!!

~w

DUST!

I've realized something again: Black products, out in the open, are
NOT conducive to a dustless appearance.

They do, however, promote dusting.

Nonetheless, that black stove of ours is NOT getting replaced by
another black product. Cream, White, Taupe, I don't care - but
nothing so dark so as to show every scratch, splatter, and speck of
dust ever created in a kitchen. It's just not right. (Of course,
whoever owned it before didn't exactly take great care of it, either,
so perhaps that's compounding my disdain.)

Oh, and I've also realized something else. Owning (or, more
accurately, paying mortgage on) a house that's large enough to
comfortably put things in seems to keep my messier habits at bay.
Having company over fairly frequently (once every month or two) also
helps. By company, I don't mean Paul. Paul knows I'm a slob so I
seldom neaten for his visits. Heck, I've got pictures of he and I
working on computers... it ain't pretty! Besides, I've seen his
apartment. Ha.

Anywho, tonight, some of our family is coming down to spend the night
so we can all have Thanksgiving together. So for the past two hours
I've dusted, wiped down, washed, trashed, rearranged, shredded, and
put things away. I could likely make an entire day of this but
somehow it's already significantly better, probably because of the new
vacuum. (New vacuum = new toy for me to play with = things get in my
way = I pick them up so I can vacuum. Tricksy, huh?)

I also realized that I still have too many clothes and need to give
more away. This was caused by taste changes over the years - but only
in part. The biggest taste change I've had is NOT having static
electricity coursing through my body, which is hard to control in the
winter months. So anything intended for winter that is polyester is
outta here unless for some crazy reason I absolutely cannot part with
it. I console myself with the sheer number of unwanted and unused
articles with the fact that many of them were in the single digit
dollar range.

Seems to me that the more often I simply stand up and walk around,
pretending I'm walking into my own house for the first time, the more
often I clean, consolidate, rearrange, neaten, and throw stuff out.
So maybe I'll just start doing that more often. LOL.

One last thing... I killed off about 12GB of photos and movies last
night. W00t!! I'm on a roll this week!!!!! Now if I could just
finish the iPhoto organization, get another external firewire drive,
and reorganize every file I can find onto ONE medium (okay, two,
because of the backup drive I'd mirror it with)... that would be
good... the thing in my way there though is cost. LOL

~w

20081123

Awesome pictures!!!

Really really cool!!! I'm including two of the images in the article
in case the article disappears... These were taken by someone named
Brian Valentine, and featured on Mail Online: "It's incredible what
you can find in an ordinary garden if you look closely enough.
Amateur photographer Brian Valentine specialises in making the
everyday look exotic with the wonders of macro photography, using
special lens to magnify his subjects."

The direct link to the site is:
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-471914/A-drop-magic-Amazing-pictures-flowers-captured-drop-rain.html

20081011

cold?

I hope not, but it's felt off and on all day like I was beginning to
come down with a cold or something.

This evening upon returning home from work, it /really/ began to
concern me. I could feel it crawling around inside my nostrils and
sections of my throat. I felt irritable and tired despite a strong
desire to neaten up the house. And I /was/ exposed to /something/ a
few weeks ago, which I found out today has also attacked a colleague.

So, I went off in search of http://www.lionsgrip.com/cobyourself.html
and http://www.whfoods.com to "remember" which foods I should be
focusing on. Once I found them, I realized how much I wanted them:
Liver, onions, molasses, wheat germ, etc. I threw some liver and
onions in a fry pan with some butter and then realized I wanted a
scrambled egg, too, in a bit of olive oil. So, I threw that in. Then
I thought, "Might as well make this a full-fledged meal" and tossed in
some frozen veggies - onions and peppers - from a bag. I also
sprinkled in a bit of chili pepper and "chicken rub" for a bit of
added flavour.

OMG, delish. I had *no* idea how yummy this would turn out.

Hopefully, this plethora of vitamins will stamp out the cold that is
trying to take over my body. Now I'm going to go to bed...

YAY!!!

I have my address book back!! I should probably "back up" a few other
items as well but for now, this is what I needed and wanted the most.

After redoing Shady, I'd lost that, because I couldn't for some reason
get my profile to copy over into Leopard. But I was experience-smart
and had backed everything up twice over. So I booted from my external
firewire backup of the old OS X with all its stuff, and opened
AddressBook, and backed it up. Then I rebooted into the NEW OS X and
double-clicked that file. Presto! It dumped everything into the new,
empty, lonesome AB.

Now if only Citrix was easy like that. I'm working on a problem for
someone with one of those evil password manager issues. Gack.

20080915

Epitome of Efficiency

I'm the epitome of efficiency. I'm in the process of cleaning up and
revamping my iMac, Shady. Last night I did two full bootable backups
to separate firewire disks. Then this morning I clean-installed
Leopard (I had Tiger). Currently I'm waiting for my user profile to
copy back over, which seems to take over three hours. Not surprising
since it insisted upon copying EVERYTHING related to my user profile -
including all the pictures, docs, etc. So, I decided I'd simply move
stuff off afterward, since I now can't move stuff on a backup do to
permissions (even though I created the same exact account name
GAHHH!!).

Anywho, knowing it was going to be a while and I had stuff to do, I
opted to let it go while I did other things. So: I set Shady for
migration, then prepared to leave. I mailed something on my way out
the door, walked to the town office, paid water
bill, came up with video idea for a song whilst in the park for a few
minutes, returned home, showered, robed, called the vet, called about
getting a massage, and finally called this auto car starter dude.
Then I wrote much of all this to Dale at work, went and dressed, found
toast and tea, and am writing this now. I thought I had only ten
minutes left of the profile copy, but now it's doing the actual
documents and so it thinks it's 58 minutes now. Hmph.

Once done, I can set myself to do the REAL work, since I've done
everything else on my list for today. I should patent myself... in
the meantime, I'm going to go read since I have a stack of books to
either finish or start. I might go out on the porch for that, since
it's beautiful and breezy outside today and not hot at all. I was out
there playing in the sandbox while I waited for my toast and didn't
see one single skeeter, either.

Hm. Still at 58 minutes. It might be shorter than I think [i.e.,
it's really counting down but isn't displaying that, so suddenly it'll
just go POOF done]... or, something's wrong, or it has no concept of
time and it could be a few days. Oh well, off I go, then. Watched
pot never boils, as they say. LOL

~w

20080908

When Turkeys Can Fly!

I was driving down the road today and saw this huge flock of brown
birds on my side of the street, some in the street, some right next
to it. It looked like they'd just crossed and were going in the same
direction I was. I slowed down and they noticed me, so they began a-
runnin'. Next thing I knew, a few were airborne!! I knew they could
fly /some/ but what then followed was the rest of them. They
actually flew up in front of me and alighted in some trees!! I
didn't know they could fly THAT well. And then, I rounded the corner
and saw one more soaring ahead of me. I followed it momentarily and
then it disappeared on me.

Pretty amazing sight, that. Just wanted to share!

~nv

20080907

Bunny Church

Hehheh, no idea just how serious this is, but it's cute.  In all truth, many of their professed beliefs mirror my own, only I haven't attempted to picture God as a cute fuzzy wuzzy little bunny.  But, who are we to say what God would look like to another species?  I've always felt other creatures besides us humans must have some sort of spiritual awareness.  And further, I've always held a strong belief that no religion is truly wrong in all its beliefs - that any time you have someone believing in at least one "god," you've got one interpretation of _the_ Creator.

Anywho, here's the site.  At least if anyone does take it seriously and go out and does demonstrations, it'll be cute.

20080901

Mountain's Morning

As you may know, Dale's an outdoorsy hiking type. I like hiking,
too, when the conditions are just right - few bugs and cool weather.
In other words, rarely. When Dale suggested that we camp out on our
beloved West Mountain so we could catch the sunrise, I was excited -
I'd been wanting to do just that! But that was over a month ago, and
idealism is strong when a concept is conceived.

So when we realized we both had Labor Day to ourselves, we decided to
hike up Sunday night. I was eager at first but as the time drew
near, I realized I had a lot of qualms about it. What if someone was
partying up there? What if I couldn't carry everything I needed?
What if the mosquitoes were too thick? What if it got too hot/cold?
But Dale's eyes were brimming with excitement, albeit weary, as if he
sensed I wasn't quite as excited anymore. So I packed and took every
measure possible to avoid getting eaten by mosquitoes. Then I threw
my camera bag over my shoulder and off we went. I wasn't about to
disappoint Dale, and he wasn't about to go without me, either. I
know him. He comes up with awesome photographic ideas anyway, and
this was one I knew would be good. And, if I didn't go, he /would/
go up without me, and I'd walk home, heavily disappointed in myself
and feeling mildly abandoned. No, I /would/ go up there, bugs or no.

So, about a quarter way to the path up the mountain, Dale told me I
was doing great and we were already half way there. I laughed, my
legs already burning from the slight incline on the road!! But I was
still determined. Lack of air may have tempted me to turn back at
that point. The thought of the bugs was /still/ tempting me. But
burning legs? No. Still, on the last stretch of road where it was
even steeper, I started having second thoughts again. I began
voicing my prediction on how many skeeters would be up there, as they
were already buzzing around me now - even though, thus far, my
makeshift skeeter-proof clothing seemed to be an impenetrable - if
hot - fortress. Queries Dale: "Do you want me to run ahead so the
tent can be set up and you can get inside away from the mosquitoes?
No need for you to rush, you can slow down, you know." Bless him,
but... "No," I told him, explaining, "I need to keep going and push
myself before I change my mind and turn back." "Okay," he says. One
of the attributes I hold most dear is his ability to understand my
mood and somehow - knowingly or not - act accordingly without my
asking. He fell silent and plodded on with me as if letting me
concentrate. Perhaps he simply had nothing more to say but it
happens so frequently...

I pondered on this somewhat, which took my mind off "the burn" and
the fact I was indeed beginning to get winded. Suddenly, though, I
realized how tired I was. Dale asked if I wanted to rest. "No, I
want to make it to the first third," I told him. "You mean the first
junction?" he asked. "Yeah-- oh!" I exclaimed, realizing we'd just
reached it! The first third (as I call it) was easier than I'd
expected!! My energy returned, and I finally established myself on
the trail after a brief rest. It was growing dim. We made it
through the second "third," too. I was sure of myself more than
ever. And, finally, we were at the top, lickety-split. I was tired
again, but accomplished. But stopping made me painfully aware of the
swarms all around us. "neeeeeeeeeeeeee!" says the skeeters. "Bugger
off!" says me. Dale quickly set up our tent. I helped in between
swats and was surprised that even though they were all over me, they
weren't biting! Dale was covered in them, though. I tried to work
faster and ignore the whining of the little monsters.

Finally, we were inside the tent. We killed two or three uninvited
skeeters and a few tiny flies of some sort, then unpacked our bedding
and played cards by the light of our headlamps. Then we read for a
bit. I was a bit jumpy, and kept worrying that we'd be killed in our
sleep or something every time some random noise could be heard. The
sound of 4-wheelers scared me for a couple hours, but no one ever
came to our little sanctuary despite my imagination. Dale fell
asleep as I silently talked to myself in my head. "Yeah, things can
happen to people like us in places like this. But honestly. The
number of people that are NOT bothered in such places far exceeds
those that are attacked. Those people out there are simply
partying. They won't even come out this far." Eventually I started
boring myself with intentionally vague thoughts about colours and the
book I'd been reading. Finally, I fell asleep.

The sound of a struggling vehicle woke me up again. I listened
intently as my heart thundered in my ears, Dale snored, and the
leaves rustled in the breeze, trying to determine the location of the
vehicle. Then it stopped, and I heard a few doors shut. Laughing
punctuated the breeze, stopping my heart with each syllable. It
seemed to be coming closer but I wasn't sure. I couldn't see
anything - no flashlights, flames, or headlights. Nonetheless, I
woke up Dale in case they got even closer and could then hear us.
"Pssssst, Dale," I said, shaking him gently. No response. "Dale!"
I whispered fiercely. "Wake up!" "Eh?" he says, and to my chagrin,
begins rustling his covers so loudly I could scarcely breathe; I knew
it was crazy, but I thought we'd be dead within minutes, having
alerted the owner of the laughter to our presence and thus attracting
some fatal group of murderers to our location, all because /he had to
have a rustly sleeping bag... gahhhhh!/ Finally, he quieted and
listened with me. Shortly after the next laugh, which was about the
same distance as before, I heard his breathing get heavy again.
"Damn!" I thought inwardly, not wanting to wake him for fear he'd go
through the rustling again. I began coming up with scenarios as I
heard the laughing come and go on the breeze. The peeps come up and
start a fire just a few yards from us, and never see us at all.
Cool, I like that one, even though it means I'll still be scared
until they leave. Or! What if they're partying over there, and the
dude comes over to pee in the woods and bumps right into our tent,
collapsing on top of us? Even if they were all friendly, that would
still be quite a shock. Or what if they kicked us out of our tent
because they wanted to get away from the skeeters, and /we/ were left
stumbling down the mountain in the dark trying to escape? What if
they were drunk and dragged our tent - with us still in it - off the
edge of the cliff just for fun? What if they felt like beating on
someone? What if I got raped and Dale was beaten to death? What if
they slit our throats?! OMG I watch way too much CSI!! I thought as
my heart grew louder and louder. For a moment I thought I was going
to have a heart attack, and tried vainly to stop thinking. But what
if --

Oh my God, I thought with another jump out of my skin. The car just
started. Wait! The car just started!! They're leaving. They're
leaving!! "I guess they weren't that close after all," I whispered
over the roar of my blood, and Dale responded with another snore. My
heart continued heaving adrenaline through my capillaries. I
snickered at myself and wondered what time it was, how much longer
I'd have to keep watch (for I surely couldn't sleep now) before
daylight - and perceived safety - were to blanket us with relief.

It came faster than I'd expected. Somehow, as I lay there pondering,
I fell asleep and did not wake again until shortly before daybreak.
When I did wake up again, we were most definitely alone. It felt
peaceful. I listened to the crickets trilling their mating songs. I
listened to the trees rustling overhead and jumped only slightly at
the little thunks of debris falling upon our overnight home. The
occasional vehicle could be heard in the distance. We were safe. A
brief flutter of a thought was that perhaps we were NOT alone.
Perhaps we had company that was merely asleep, and I'd somehow slept
through their arrival. But no, I thought, not even trying to
reassure myself. There isn't anyone. We're alone. I can feel it.
I don't need to convince myself, now. I know it. I smiled in the
dim glow of dawn. We made it. /I/ made it!

Just then, as if to finish waking me up from a nightmare, Dale's
morning alarm went off. He woke up and I handed it to him so he
could ensure I'd shut it off properly. We ventured outside to
relieve ourselves and I got bit on the thigh by a mosquito in the
process. (Damn them!! They're such irritating little
opportunists!!) Donning my superhero skeeter-proof gear again, I
sauntered out with my camera toward the ledge and felt a small sound
of awe escape my throat. Dale joined me and we began to photograph
the awesome sight painted before us, glowing ever brighter with every
passing second.

Dale found another good spot where a heavy, cottonlike blanket of fog
could be seen comforting a farm off in the distance. The skeeters
were everywhere, but we were intent on getting our well-deserved
shots. Dale was a trooper. Even though I'd had my blood ransacked a
few got bit a couple times by then, I knew he was a far better target
in his less protective attire.

The sun peeked over the tops of the mountains and we took more shots
at our original location. Then, as it came up, we went down. On our
way we saw a frog, an eft, and finally, a chipmunk, who was very
patient with me as I flashed him a few times with my camera. Then,
before I knew it, we were at the bottom. It wasn't even 8am on this
beautifully clear, cool, and SAFE, Labor Day holiday.

Following this post are some of the shots from this fine morning.